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There's a circular bed under one of the bay windows. Otherwise, it's a pretty normal living room. Couches, a few sparsely populated bookshelves. One set of the windows look out onto Geary, at the traffic that whizzes by, the Muni buses and commuters. They leave their curtains open. I'm seated on a couch with Miri, and Ben is in an armchair across from us.
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Married couple looking for that special female, like, take ownership of their wants, right? But it's true. I do want to be there. This is my second date with Ben, but my first with Miri. We'd met online -- they'd messaged me from an account that looked like it was Miri's, but listed pictures of both of them.
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Married couple looking for that special female asked a lot of questions, but I still don't really understand what their session-to-session work life is like. Nor do I completely understand the reason for having the circular bed in their living room. That's cou;le they practice, that much is clear. This is also where we all have sex together.
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I suspected it aroused him. Ultimately, I learned, it was his way of trying to understand my desires. At the time, we were still trying to be polyamorous -- having realized we were in love, but also dubious of monogamy -- and Married couple looking for that special female the endeavor fdmale us both uncomfortable we were also both deeply invested in seeking an arrangement that suited us.
Honestly, and wholly. And part of that entailed being honest about the need for varied Mrried attention. Coincidentally, Adam is also neighbors with Ben and Miri.
Now, since I've moved in with Adam, we're all neighbors. I've only seen Ben once, fleetingly, in the market. I could tell he saw me too, in a moment of passing. But it was truly momentary, and we passed like people on the street pass one another daily, with only a flickering spark of recognition. And then we have to find a new one all over again.
It's such a pain. He's excited she's willing, again.
But from the sound of it, there have been plenty of us, over the years. What she actually wants, I'm learning, is for someone to keep Ben company. She wants to go shopping and fuck, too.
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But much of the time, dates start or end without her there. She has a hair appointment. Or a friend in town. She's much busier than he is. And while Ben is congenial, and perfectly pleasant, I start to get the feeling that he's a little bored. Much of his time is spent keeping house for Miri, who Married couple looking for that special female more money than he does they're both so frank about this factand so Ben is responsible for keeping the house clean, getting dinner on the table.
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That I wanted to do something that seemed porny, unattainable, Married couple looking for that special female weird. Thaat I got it. I'm getting it. I'm getting it on the regular. It's the most overtly sexual life choice I've ever made, and it's fun. From anyone else, this would elicit an eye-roll from me, but it rings with the tenor of truth from him. It's true. I'm emboldened by my ability to get what I Wanted The Pas, and it translates to how Adam and I sleep together, too.
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It wasn't, I learned, the threesomes that I most craved. They were fun, but already, about a year later, I don't remember them that well. If you Married couple looking for that special female me, specifically, what we did, I could probably only provide you with the broad strokes.
What I really wanted, what I really craved was ownership of my own sexual desire, in a context free of pretense. It is no surprise to anyone reading here that women feel shamed for having carnal appetites -- that we are taught, just as we are taught with food, that wanting these things to eat, to fuckthat being gluttonous with our desires, is a disgraceful thing.
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We pretend, always, not to be as hungry as we are. My relationship with Miri and Ben fizzled out. Or rather, like an immature asshole, I stopped returning text messages.
It only took two unanswered texts before I never heard from them again.
My guess, but Married couple looking for that special female my excuse there is no excuse, only the explanation of cowardice is that they have played this game before. My disappearing act was not a novelty to them. My relationship with Adam, on the other hand, escalated. Quickly, joyfully. I think often about what Miri said, about Wives seeking sex tonight AL Huntsville 35801 the women they dated always got married right after.
With a new engagement ring on my finger, I wonder if dating a couple may be a really great way to transition into a more serious level of commitment with a partner.
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To face the truth of my own cravings, and to make the fulfillment of them manifest in the world -- even just to speak fog them, to call them by their name. And this new skill has made my ability to handle a wholly honest relationship with Adam attainable. Currently we're what's known as monogamish -- we sporadically invite people to join us, but don't date or act without one another. Adam often texts me while I'm at work -- he works from home -- usually practical things, often logistics.
Today is no different. We are hungry, now, together. And it feels so good to be full. This story by Maggie Tokuda-Hall first appeared on Ravishly.
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I am less sure that I want to be Ben's entertainment when Miri isn't home, however. But we are hungry. I am hungry. And what a relief it is to feed.